Anonymous asked:
okay first of all, fuck all of the people that are telling you to kill yourself they're all inconsiderate assholes. I don't know you but trust me killing yourself may be the easy way out but it is NOT worth it. Whatever you're going through will get better and you really do seem like a good person. Please don't kill yourself

I know everything I’m about to say might seen cliche but in all honesty why not. Once in dead I won’t feel anything and I can tell you thats a whole lot better than feeling what I feel now. I’ve fucked up almost every aspect of my life within the past few weeks and I can honestly stay I just don’t have the energy to try anymore. Life’s nothing but getting built up to be broken down. I just dont get it. I finally realized how insignificant my life is and how when im gone it really won’t have much of an impact on anyone wether it’s 70 years from now or moments from now. Nothing I do changes anything. Every day I see things in this world that make me sick and I don’t want to exist anymore.